Wednesday, November 22, 2006
"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command."
- Alan Watts
Q) How do you know that you like someone?
A) It's when you keep thinking about that person constantly.. when you are eating, before bed.. or maybe even in your dreams.
Q) So what will you do about it?
A) You'll either be really shy to approach her with your feelings and just admire her from the distance or you'll just be the gutsy guy and proudly proclaim your love for her.
Q) What will you do to attract her attention?
A) Be a complete fool or do the nicest thing to win her over. OR maybe even, be the baddie so she'll hate you.. at least it gets her attention in a way..
Q)Do you think you'll be able to win her/him over?
A) Most of us dont know this answer.. let alone me..
I hate the feeling of love. It sucks. It feels like you are being caged, being tortured.. somewhat voluntarily. I hate you cupid.. why dont you shoot yourself in the butt with your own arrows. Im really just hoping it's just a fleeting infatuation. I really want my life to carry on as normal. Suddenly everything seems to be coming to a stop just for her. Right.. I better stop this mindless rattling.. This entry is starting to sound like an average teeny bopper's blog.
7:30 PM;
Saturday, November 11, 2006
" Make money your god and it will plague you like the devil. "
- Henry Fielding (1707 - 1754)
Right.. Im having some familiy dispute now.. Judging from it.. I firmly believe that family and business shouldnt mix. Really.. the lust for money can really tear long build relationships apart or even blood ties..
4:08 PM;
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."
- Carl Jung (1875 - 1961)
Love is in the air..whatever. I will not devulge much. I met someone recently. She's someone whom I've just got to know. We move quickly from accquaintance to being riends. Our friendship is progressing quite fast I believe. I love the way things are as now. Ok.. I dont rule out the possibility of me getting together with her. However, I feel that option is highly unlikely, especially near future. The reason.. I feel that she may treat me like a little brother and for me.. I may misinterprete her current actions and mistook it for love. If not.. I think this might just be another infactuation...Omg.. I feel damn desperate.. Maybe Im feeling lonely these days and all. Haha. But well.. Like Ive said before. For this upcoming relationship.. Im really looking at marriage.. In the past.. I used to think that settling down early is a bad option.but now..i really feel like having a stable family life.
Ok..I'll divulge a little abt this person. Basically.. She's 26 I believe. Yes i know..she's older than me by 5 years. And trust me she also look much older than me. Right.. I got to work hard.. God.. Pls Let me grow up fast.!!!
3:19 PM;
Monday, November 06, 2006
"To achieve the impossible dream, try going to sleep."
- Joan Klempner
Im feeling damn cranky now. I only slept 3 hrs the previous night.. and Ive an essay to hand in tomorrow.. The time now is 9.30pm. So WHAT THE HELL am i doing here blogging.. To top it off.. I just feel like getting married right now...I also dont know.. Right..Got to start cranking my brain.. Damn the stupid tagboard...
9:25 PM;